MUET.............!
Is it one of the important passports to enter Uni?
No1 can gv me the answer accurately.
Recall back the month of nov in 2007, i sacrificed few days of holidays to stay at college to take the muet speaking test. N so, i missed few days to relax n learn driving.
I aimed for 3 but wish to get 4.
Now, jan of 2008, result has released.
I'm wondering whether wan to check the result by sms or wait until i go bak to college.
Wondering for few hours.
But, finally, i decided to check it by now, persuaded by frens.
The time to press 'send' to 39003 took few minutes, n i felt nervous within the time i was waiting for the reply.
Few minutes later, i get the reply. Band achieved : 3. I was stuck at the moment. No feeling, sad? happy? satisfy? I really duno. Did i reach my target? I really duno!
As usual, once i get my result, others will ask. So, at 1st i hope to keep it as a secret cox of my feeling.
but at last, just bocor bah~ I tell the truth whoever ask for it!!
Band? 3!
Band? 3!
Band? 3!
The same answer is given to the same question!
N the most importantly, the same reactions from frens i get.
-Dun cheat lar..!
-Gv me ur ic number, i help to check!
-Really?
-Ok
-Band 4 den band 4 lar... Dun bluff!
-Har..?
BLOODY....!!
I'm not cheating at all! Tat's my real number i get!!!! 3 is 3!
Nite, once i on9 again to chat.
I get to know my frens' result too. Most of them are from 5A'06.
Hmm.. overall, frens from 5A'06 get band 4 n even 5!
N i'm the one who get 3!
So......?!
Get my feeling now..?
Tears nearly come out, facing the truth myself, in front of my lovely pc.
LONELY.
Maybe i'm a kind of KIASU. I study hardly to win others, not for myself.
Actually, not! I'm only suspecting my eng level, compare to my frens. 2 years of classmates that we had been.
Sorry, Bro B. My eng is not as well as u expected. U owe me, rmb to tell me ur result too..!! :P
I really hv to work hard in future, especially in eng!
SPM eng n 1119 do not meant anything!
FAITH~
p/s : I'm not proud of myself. Just wish to share my feeling here.